The Start
Alright I have tried starting this too many times so here we go. I have rewritten this first blog so many times. I think it is because I was trying to start blogging for everyone else when I forgot who this blog was really for and about..which is me. I need this, a place to write about my days and my moments, my happiness, my sadness, and watching my kids grow up. I feel like my life never really started until my husband and I had out baby. Beatrice June Bengtzen, Just barely 4 months old. Man when she was born everything changed. Even when we got married I don't know if I would say life truly started. We lived in the honeymoon phase for a long time and it was amazing and wonderful. We could literally do whatever we wanted whenever we wanted. But now with a child things are different. You have a major responsibility, a human being. You know I don't think anyone really talks about how huge it is to have a baby. We all celebrate it so so much but no one really tells you that th...